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9:02 p.m. - January 16, 2004 I talked to my mom again and Dad isn't doing well. He's gotten so weak from the blood thinners/new chemo meds that he can barely get out of bed. He's only eating one cup-o-soup a day and barely drinking anything. My brothers have to lift him into and out of the van whenever he goes to the hospital, which is daily now. She talks about how skinny his hands and feet are and that she's looking into in-home care. She tries to keep a positive spirit for him, but she's wearing thin, I can hear it in her voice. I'm weighed down with guilt because I can't be down there. God, how am I going to get through this? I don't have it in me. � � |